It's been awhile

i've been reading nyaira, the creator of NOS's blog posts and it inspired to return to creating blog posts. It's a little late right now as my body's internal temperature feels unusually hot so it's difficult to rest... but i want to write something, anything even if it's a simple blog post like this

i've recently confronted someone in my life and decided to properly tell them how i feel about them. now i want to spend the rest of my semester break that will end in a few days by catching up with some games i've been playing and trying out new hobbies such as writing

my body felt unusually heavy lately, is it because of coping with illness recovery or because i haven't taken my adhd medication for awhile. i misplaced my ID so i couldn't retrieve the meds (i found it in my laptop bag in the end)

i'm not sure what i'll do tomorrow... i've played too many games so i'm a little tired of them, maybe continue with some room-cleaning

i thought of deleting my old posts because it's kind of cringe but it's written with refreshing passion... so i'll leave them there

other news... i started therapy and it's been really helping me, it opened my eyes to a bit of why i've come to be the person i am... it definitely beats self-analyzing repetitively on a random account. i recommend it a lot